new beginings.

well
in two weeks, my life as i know it will change.
a good change.
an exciting change.
a really scary change.
yet, a change that is so provided.
who was i to ever doubt that God wouldn't show me the way?
how crazy is it that literally ten minutes after i prayed with ashley and my mentor, i get a call from a family in canton asking me to live in community with them.
"its not a your shelf my shelf thing. its our shelf".
how great is that?
i get to do life and learn from four amazing people.
i am so lucky.
and i love my class.
i love what im learning
i love studying
i love taking notes.
this is where im supposed to be.
there is no other comfort than knowing that you are doing exactly what God planned for you to be doing.
ive been learning even more what it is to love people.
people of all different types- addicts, rejects, posers, and people who don't even feel worthy of love.
ive been learning what it is to trust myself.
im learning more about how God created me to be- and to not allow fear to conquer that.
i really feel like going up to Canton is going to allow me to face things in such a raw way.
im going to have to look things straight in the face and deal with them.
im going to grow and heal in such a new kind of way.
its going to be such a challenging, yet rewarding time.